Haircut update

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The haircut/dinner started off good…. a little bit of wine as he began cutting my hair.  Shoulder length is what we were aiming for, with some choppy layers.  It ended up chin length and bit funky.   I don’t think it was the wine, as I was definitely drinking more than he was while he was cutting my hair, but what the heck?  Oh well, the good thing about hair is that it grows back.  And, I have had long hair for quite awhile now….

I am still in my slump.  I am just not in the mood for anything and am trying my best just to get through the day.  It is a horrible feeling and I don’t know how to shake it.  I was blaming the holidays, which always bug me, and the plumber, and the stress I am feeling about getting into the graduate school program that I want.  Now, I am convinced it is just one of those things that I need to live through and experience.  I think that it may be a little bit of post-divorce emotion that never got the chance to be expressed.  I have been so busy trying to make sure that my children were being taken care of and not feeling bad that I never allowed myself to work through some of the emotions that come along with a divorce.  I am not pining away for my ex, or the plumber for that matter.  I am grumpy, ornery, frustrated, and sad.

I realize that I am the one responsible for my own happiness.  I know that to truly appreciate all the fabulous in my life I need to experience some bad.  I know that this too shall pass…… hopefully sooner, rather than later.

~ All pleasures contain an element of sadness. ~  Jonathan  Eibeschutz

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effortlessambiguity@hotmail.com --- I am a single mom. I have more than one child. I would have more…. maybe. I love a good margarita. I cherish my morning coffee. AND, a cup of decaf with a shot of Bailey’s is good too. The start of happy hour varies daily. I don’t know how to not procrastinate. I hate to shop. Hate it. I like to go to the movies by myself. I will not watch a scary movie. I do not exercise. Baking is my therapy. I would like to see a real therapist. I am trying to get into grad school. I took the GRE and then went to a bar. I swear frequently. I smoke on occasion. I never know which shoes to wear. Sometimes I feel very alone, but not lonely.

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